Change is HARD. Change can rip your heart out....it can rock your world. It can make you scared. Change IS scary.
Change is necessary.
People...we are about to make a change. For me personally...it's a lifetime of living a certain way that is about to CHANGE. I made some decisions over 18 years ago that I have now decided aren't necessary.
I have had many friends make these same changes...and I remember how heart broken...how scared...how SAD I felt about it...and I realize that some may feel that for me/us now....but I want to stress that I/we are in no way turning our back completely on the faith that has guided us..nor are we walking away from God...but I find it necessary now to CHANGE.
Please love me/us as you always have! I hope that the person I have always been comes shining through all the fog.............
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Monday, January 21, 2008
The Week of Sickness
Has passed, hopefully. ARGH....I promise it's like we just keep passing it around...but today I pulled out the BLEACH (thanks to Lindsy!) and I am determined that we WILL KICK THIS!
Poor Kevin, he had/has it worse than everyone...I will NOT tell you the horrors last night entailed.
In other mundane news I have been getting my eBay auctions ready...NOT fun! HOWEVER..I am pretty much 75% of the way there...so I can see a light at the end of the tunnel.
The kiddos are so cute...tonight Xavier went up stairs and half-way up, he said 'Don't worry, Mommy..I'll be right back'! It's hard to believe that just one year ago, I didn't dream of him saying something like that! Thank God for school!
Patton was cute too (of course!) After dinner, she said 'Bye Bye Peanut Butter' (to my ears....but maybe more likt 'bye bye Peut buerr' to yours, LOL!).
Poor Kevin, he had/has it worse than everyone...I will NOT tell you the horrors last night entailed.
In other mundane news I have been getting my eBay auctions ready...NOT fun! HOWEVER..I am pretty much 75% of the way there...so I can see a light at the end of the tunnel.
The kiddos are so cute...tonight Xavier went up stairs and half-way up, he said 'Don't worry, Mommy..I'll be right back'! It's hard to believe that just one year ago, I didn't dream of him saying something like that! Thank God for school!
Patton was cute too (of course!) After dinner, she said 'Bye Bye Peanut Butter' (to my ears....but maybe more likt 'bye bye Peut buerr' to yours, LOL!).
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Our Crazy Life
AHhhhhhhhh.
WEll...today has been a doozy of a day so far! I went to pick up Xavier from Pre-school and guess what? My tire was as flat as a pancake! SO..I called Kevo...bad news..he is a state away (yes..a STATE). Called my sister-in-law (who lives 30 minutes away) and luckily she could pick Xavier up...BUT she didn't have a car-seat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I made the only decision I felt I could and just begged her to be as careful as possible with my baby as she drove him here....but then later realized what I SHOULD have done is taken the extra 10 minutes and made her come here first, grabbed a seat and THEN picked up Xavier...I would have NEVER forgiven myself if anything had happened. Being the worrier I am I went through every worst case scenario known to man until my boy was safely here. Geez...I drive myself nuts sometimes, LOL.
My hero (husband) came and put the spare on as fast as he could...so now all is well.
WEll...today has been a doozy of a day so far! I went to pick up Xavier from Pre-school and guess what? My tire was as flat as a pancake! SO..I called Kevo...bad news..he is a state away (yes..a STATE). Called my sister-in-law (who lives 30 minutes away) and luckily she could pick Xavier up...BUT she didn't have a car-seat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I made the only decision I felt I could and just begged her to be as careful as possible with my baby as she drove him here....but then later realized what I SHOULD have done is taken the extra 10 minutes and made her come here first, grabbed a seat and THEN picked up Xavier...I would have NEVER forgiven myself if anything had happened. Being the worrier I am I went through every worst case scenario known to man until my boy was safely here. Geez...I drive myself nuts sometimes, LOL.
My hero (husband) came and put the spare on as fast as he could...so now all is well.
Sunday, January 13, 2008
For Tammy
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
Life is crazy, No?
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