Sometimes I want to go bury my head. Somedays are worse than others....somedays I want to, as my Mother put it, 'Run away into the Sunset'. I want to take my children with me. Somedays are raw with emotion, this is one of those days. Today I feel cheated. Today I feel hurt. Today I want NOTHING to do with ANYONE. Today I question my decisions that have led me here, and today I regret what can't ever be. I know I am whining. I know I am being selfish, but TODAY....I don't care. Everyone is allowed these moments, right?
'I sad' as my 4 yr old Autistic son would put it. When asked WHY he is sad (he has a hard time still communicating some more abstract thoughts) he replies 'Cause I not happy'. Well said, Baby boy.
Thursday, December 4, 2008
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